The song chosen

The song ive chosen is a malay song sang by Ning Baizura, "Awan yang terpilu". The song tells about the journey of her as a singer. How she struggled through family, instinct and fame. A very touching song and her music video can bring tears to you. when i hear this song, i think of my family and why am i here in this world. What have i done i this world that serves a purpose and have a done enough to fulfill my parents wishes ? All of these constantly playing in my mind and yet i cant find the right answers, is like drifting on an open sea looking at the moving clouds. No where to go, but the only images i can see are from the cloud above. That's what the song brings to me.